#4 MEMORIES

Back to 2011 .

kita kenal since we were sixthteen I guess . tapi 2011 baru start rapat . Baru start tegur each other . Ee are so funny . I know I feel for you tapi I denied that .

We kept contact each other . By Whatsapp , Wechat , Facebook , Instagram . Oh God ! We were so closed that time . Kita makan asam pedas dekat pasar borong . I remembered you told me I was the first woman you went out together .

There was a time you wanted to tell me something but it was too late . I've got married .

But my marriage was not long lasting .

Do you want to know a secret ? I don't love my husband as much as I love you . That is why I want a divorce .

I looked for you after that . We closed again . Tapi taklama . Something happened that forced you to block me from all the socmed except the Whatsapp . I found out and of course I was so angry .

2018 . We are back .

But this time I confessed . And you don't react like me .

It was hurt . It was really hurt me so much . And for that , I choose to not being close with you .

2019 I hope to not love you more than a friend .

3# DECISION

Well , I know there is nothing between us . Soon or later .

And that's why I'm deciding to further my study , far from the country we lived .

Honey S , I don't know if you will read this one day . But if you would , please know that I love you , I adore you , like so much !

The 12022021 date I've gave you . It's suppose to be ours . I hope , that will be ours .

Knowing you is the best thing I ever had .

I've read all the conversations from 2011 till recently .

I miss us .

But being close with you will hurt me that much .

I can't .

#2 THE CONFUSING CONFESSING

The day after the confessing .

I still didn't the get the answer even though the reaction was positive .

I still didn't know the status of relationship .

But what i know is we use the "BFF" name .

Honey S , I want you to know . I deeply in love with you .

I'm trying to not meeting you frequently like before .

I miss you a lot . God , help me !

Till i write again .

#1 LOVE STORY BEGIN

Hi ! It has been such a long time i didn't update my blog and yes ,  I managed to clean all the mess up here .

This is the best place to update my love story .

I've found someone that I feel like this is heaven .

I liked him since we both at eighteen-years-old . God ! I really hope to be with him forever .

I HAVE BEEN WAITING HIM FOR YEARS , AND I JUST CONFESSED TO HIM .

The reaction , POSITIVE !

We've met on 25th November . For the first time , I can see your eyes into my eyes . We talked , we laughed . I can't even stop smiling till now .

Till then , I will always update us here .